I have about 6 work hours tomorrow before I head out for a weekend retreat at Steamboat Springs, Colorado with my partner, his family and my mom. Vacationing with parents may sound strange to some people, but we are really close to our parents. And I am grateful.
So I kept thinking of the lists of things I need to take care of tomorrow before leaving and the most efficient order in which I can complete them. When I suddenly realize that my creative being may be bubbling underneath this veneer of daily convention and crying to come out. At this point I realized I had a choice point. I could either ignore it and try to sleep, or I can meet it and see where it takes me.
I chose the latter.
I have heard psychotherapy referred to as an art without an audience, and that is my favorite description of it. There is a truly ephemeral quality to it that is (or can be) profoundly healing. This is the creative life-giving force that I struggle to find language for. It does not fit conventional psychological language, and I struggle to share it online. There is a sacred quality to it that I haven't yet decided if computers and technology are worthy of communicating, or even capable of communicating.
I believe there's a sacredness in our lives that is not compatible with U.S. American culture. There are exceptions to this, but I find that people are hungry to connect deeply and honestly with each other, or to be witnessed in their entirety.... and I wonder if it's possible to create a culture which makes room for the sacredness of our beings, as well as our complex histories and multifaceted natures.
What do you think?
Linda,
ReplyDeleteWhat a profound description of your choice in careers! I think that touching souls is a frighteningly important part of our lives and hope that your journeys into this area of life reward you for your bravery. Thanks for your vision.
Liesa
Liesa,
DeleteThank you for your reply, so long ago. I owe you at debt of gratitude for all your help at the beginnings of my practice. Now, 5 years (-ish) later, I am reflecting back on all the challenges, help and good advice I received. I think of you often and hope you and your wonderful family are deeply fulfilled.
Warmly,
Linda